So i met this kid at girlscout camp when i was 16. and he was amazing . and then i liked him for just about 4 years. we have been the best of friends, literally.. hes always been there when i needed him & we've always had this chemistry. But he never liked me .. like that. so i just stopped mentioning that i liked him and was just as happy to have him as a friend. this past weekend he came to visit me at school. and it was such weird timing because i was like on the verge of giving up on him. and then.. it happened. and it was perfect. like beyond perfect.
i was in my room cleaning some stuff up so people could come in and hang out in there and he walks in and hes like you know i love you right? and im like of course i know, and i love you too and he goes. no like i love you claire and i want to be with you....
and i turned around and proceeded to lay on my bed & cry a little and as him to not fck with me like that. and mid-babble he was like claire just shut up and kiss me.
it was like a movie. but better. and now were together. && truthfully i dont know if this is going to work or not because hes a half hour away and we only see each other on weekends but im willing to jump and take this chance and he is to. and im happy about it. and i hope it lasts a while.
im not completely happy with my life. but im in the process of fixing it. so i can really enjoy the whole me & sean thing.
i just. its good. it is good.
1 comment:
I figured...this is why I can't forget to read your blog...lol.
O, btw ya I am missing tetris like hardcore, my bro took my counter strike away for two weeks, because he is doing his friend a favor...o well, I'll deal, I always find a way.
Best of Luck.
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