I think... the worst part about this whole weekend is that I had to lie to my mom. I didn't want to.. but I just couldn't tell her. After all the problems we had when I told her I was depressed, I couldn't tell her that I fucked up again...and now all I want to do is tell her, but I know she'll just be mad at me...or hurt. so I can't....it just makes me sick. and it puts me back to square one...
at the end of the day... I just want to die.. plain & simple...
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