tension headache

shelton disgusts me.

seriously im disgusted to even tell people i am from here.
the people who are here are horrible, like everytime i think no its not that bad they shock me once again.

keep your big mouths shut.
dont talk crap
& no we are not friends.

friends dont hangout just to make fun of each other.
friends dont go behind your back and talk shit about what.
friends dont act caddy to each other.

obviously the idea of a good friend was lost on most people in this town.

im ready for willimantic.
im ready to not come back here in between vacations.

im done.

and sadly its not all of them its just a few who ruin it.



im changing my cellphone number because i hate most the people who have the number.
if i dont give you my new number catch the hint.

ughhh im tired of waking up everyday and trying to be positive and then getting fucked over in the end. im tired.
sometimes i think the only way to get out of this hole is just to peace the fuck out of here and start completely over somewhere else.

but then fear sets in again.
gey.